Right now....

I'm cryin.
Wanting to give up.
My family has pushed me to the limit
I hope there happy to know that I hate my life
And everyday I think about suicide
And each cut I make is another scar that tells my story
My mom says,
I'm just so emotional,
And tells me my dad don't care bout me.
Truth is my mom used to hit me
Now my brother says,
I should just go commit suicide cuz no one would care
Cuz its my fault my family fights so much.
He hurts me so much.
Now my stepdad,

Always makes fun of me
Truth is he hit me twice
And one time I told my mom and she told me I deserved it.

I'm broken to so many pieces



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anonymous user
Don't...show them ur stronger than them...if u know they dnt care..well w.e theyre lame, u show wm u can show em ur not like them, and that ur better, that ull become someone some day and ull find a person that will love u, theyll need u one day and theyll realize how bad they were!! dnt give up thats the stupiest thing u can do! and its like ivin them a gift...DONT kill ur self who the heck r they to do that to u, dnt give them crap, just love ur self bcuz i can just tell by readin that that ur a sweet person and that u can do so much wit wat u have, in the future ull b able to help ppl bcuz u will have experience, and u will b able to say dont give up, i didnt n look at me im up here!! u could b a great mentor some ppl can look up and ask for advise bcuz theyll know that u went thru the same thing!! ull b able to encourage ppl, and help them!! dont give up and show them that they cant hurt u bcuz they might b ur family but that doesnt give them the rite to make those comments...show them u dnt care about their stupid comments, and leave that place ASAP!
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giney05
p.s, Children's Services pops in whenever the hell they want, so they can catch your family in the act of abusing you. it's both convenient and inconvenient.
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Firefly728
My advice is... try to find the little joys in everyday life. Everytime they put you down, stand your ground. Don't let them see your vulnerable side--if this is as serious as you say, call Children's Services...they'll help you. Glaux bless, and good luck!!
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Firefly728
I'm scared that I might get yelled at or theyll say I'm over reacting and I can deal with it until I turn 18 and move out. I wish this doesn't have to be so hard
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anonymous user
you cant go on living like this, at least tell some one or talk to someone like a counselor.
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cherrycat
No I don't :(
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anonymous user
Do you have money to get there? Or someone to help you?
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gabriella
Yea. Well I can stay with this one person but they live in ca and I live in az. But that's exactly how I feel I'm scared and kinda embarrassed.
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anonymous user
Im sorry. Have you considered maybe living with another family member?
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gabriella
hunny listen to me this is a serious problem. u need to tell someone other than some ppl on a website, u need to tell an administrator at school or someone who u realllly trust. u need to get help and get urself out of that environment its not heathy for u to be living like that. get help tlk to someone even though it hurts and may b embarassing. my thoughts and prayers are with u
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kittycat0000
I'm 15 almost 16
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anonymous user
How old are you? Old enough to leave?
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