Same Old Love Story
Posted by bella on 6/8/2008 9:00:00 AM
I know everyone has a secret like this but i have to get it out!
I tell everyone it was just a little crush..but i loved him...and i still do.
Meeting him the other day crushed my heart, so I got really drunk trying to numb my pain and forget he was there..but it only made it worse.
I thank God every day for that he doesn't have a girlfriend, because I'm not sure I could handle the pain.
I still hate the stranger he kissed at the party, although I didn't know her and she didn't know my pain.
...people tell me he liked me...I tell them I don't belive them..but deep down, I know he liked me!
I could be happy with him now, but I was to afraid to tell him how I feel, and I still am..
Rejection scares me..that's why we were never together... i'm sorry
Tags: love, pain, heartbreak
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I tell everyone it was just a little crush..but i loved him...and i still do.
Meeting him the other day crushed my heart, so I got really drunk trying to numb my pain and forget he was there..but it only made it worse.
I thank God every day for that he doesn't have a girlfriend, because I'm not sure I could handle the pain.
I still hate the stranger he kissed at the party, although I didn't know her and she didn't know my pain.
...people tell me he liked me...I tell them I don't belive them..but deep down, I know he liked me!
I could be happy with him now, but I was to afraid to tell him how I feel, and I still am..
Rejection scares me..that's why we were never together... i'm sorry
Tags: love, pain, heartbreak
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