Scare myself with urges
I've had strange fantasies and fetishes for a while now.I wouldn't do many of those things.They're harmless whilst they stay in your mind, right?
Well, there was this time when I really scared myself.I was in my bedroom with my friend.There was no-one else in the house.I had this sudden urge to grab her and kiss her.I felt like I was the one in power.I had a flash of all the things I could have done.I wouldn't have done them of course, but at that moment, it became an almost real possibility.
I'm a good person really.I'm just scared of myself at times.
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Well, there was this time when I really scared myself.I was in my bedroom with my friend.There was no-one else in the house.I had this sudden urge to grab her and kiss her.I felt like I was the one in power.I had a flash of all the things I could have done.I wouldn't have done them of course, but at that moment, it became an almost real possibility.
I'm a good person really.I'm just scared of myself at times.
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I think so too. I'm don't actually have an agressive personality (unless I'm involved in a family arguement, and even then, my head is level), but in things like this, there is definitely an animal there.
Posted by Wish on 7/2/2009 8:24:00 PM (Report abuse)
I think, to some degree, that an... agressive... instinct exists in all humans. It started out as a survival mechanism, after all. But for most of us it's buried deep within and is only a problem when seriously triggered.
Posted by patheticity on 7/2/2009 8:15:00 PM (Report abuse)
Shit happens. : )
Posted by Bisexualloser on 7/2/2009 7:44:00 PM (Report abuse)