I want to go to school, study journalism and public relations i want to be a writer, of books and for a paper, i'm scared to voice my ideas to others i do not know because i am a strong christian and wonder if they will look at me differently if they have different beliefs.. i still do it doesn't stop me but i am terrified i will write something someone will disagree with and it will mess up my career, that is if i am able to find a job, i am also scared i wont be able to find a job writing about what i think is important i dont want to be one of those, newspaper editors who hate their jobs but cant find work doing anything better, or worse working in a job that has nothing to do with writing at all...
i am only 18, going into my sr year, at a tec school for advertising (my fall back) but i DO NOT enjoy the field at all! i'm very good at it, but don't want to have a future in it, i am so sacred i will end up in a job i hate! with college bills up to my neck.. i am a god writer, but anyone can write, i hope i have the creativity and drive to get the job!
..im so scared i will fail
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