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Scared future

Posted by fishtalker40 on 5/12/2008 3:54:00 PM
I want to go to school, study journalism and public relations i want to be a writer, of books and for a paper, i'm scared to voice my ideas to others i do not know because i am a strong christian and wonder if they will look at me differently if they have different beliefs.. i still do it doesn't stop me but i am terrified i will write something someone will disagree with and it will mess up my career, that is if i am able to find a job, i am also scared i wont be able to find a job writing about what i think is important i dont want to be one of those, newspaper editors who hate their jobs but cant find work doing anything better, or worse working in a job that has nothing to do with writing at all...
i am only 18, going into my sr year, at a tec school for advertising (my fall back) but i DO NOT enjoy the field at all! i'm very good at it, but don't want to have a future in it, i am so sacred i will end up in a job i hate! with college bills up to my neck.. i am a god writer, but anyone can write, i hope i have the creativity and drive to get the job!
..im so scared i will fail

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hey Im seventeen and also love writing. Im going to NYU for english and creative writing in the fall and I am also soo scared of failing. I know I can write but I dont know how I will be able to make a name for myself or how I will find a good job in a field like creative writing. There is just so much of my furure at stake in college and i am scared I will come to find out that the job I want does not exist for me. I am also scared about what I'm writing but i don't let that influence me too much, i mean, writing is a window to the soul, and as we can see by this community, everyone has secrets, everyone has hypocritical views in the head, everyone has insecurities, -- but I guess we can't let that control our lives.
Posted by Christina Apollonio on 5/14/2008 6:26:00 PM
Don't be scared to express your veiws on the world. It's your voice and you should be heard.
Posted by Bloodsugar on 5/13/2008 3:29:00 PM
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