Secretly, I wish I was anorexic.
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/27/2008 2:06:00 AM
I have bulimia, and sense I started purging a year ago, I've only gotten fatter (not just to me; my family's noticed too).
And they say anorexia's all about control.I can't control what I eat, though I want to, desperately.
I know that anorexia is horrible for your health.It's harmful and makes people look disgusting and sick.But to have that control, to be able to lose weight...I'd give up my health (which I've already proved with bulimia).I'd give up anything.
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And they say anorexia's all about control.I can't control what I eat, though I want to, desperately.
I know that anorexia is horrible for your health.It's harmful and makes people look disgusting and sick.But to have that control, to be able to lose weight...I'd give up my health (which I've already proved with bulimia).I'd give up anything.
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"it's all about control" that's all anyone who claims to have "ana/mia" (I hate that cutesy too-cool-for-school way of saying it) says...where do you get this shit? Dolly magazine? For the love of god, you are never in control with an eating disorder. It comes from a darker place.
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/27/2008 7:44:00 PM (Report abuse)
Okay, listen. I was anorexic for almost three years. My lowest point was eating no more, absolutely no more than 300 calories in a day and not being able to sit down without being in pain. My lowest weight was 87 lbs. I'm now a much healthier 100. My point is that you can't just starve in order for all your weight to go away, it dosent fucking work like that. In fact, people recovering from eating discorders actually GAIN weight easier. Also, it can leave behind permanent health problems like, in my case, stunted growth. You can start out by eating RIGHT, not too much or little, RIGHT and exercising; even going for a short walk can help. If that dosen't work, it may be your body's chemical makeup, in which you consult your doctor for a HEALTHY dieting plan. Which ever plan you choose, I personally hope that it's for the better.
Posted by lucyy5988 on 9/27/2008 4:32:00 PM (Report abuse)
Do the rubber-band trick...thats what helped me.
Posted by QjD on 9/27/2008 3:14:00 PM (Report abuse)
Listen, I know I admitted that I'm ana/mia and it's all about control. But I don't reccomend it for anyone else. I ended up with heart problems, and I even passed out a few times in public. It's not something you'd want to give up everything to be.
Posted by Amore on 9/27/2008 11:16:00 AM (Report abuse)
You'd give up anything, hey? O.K. then...start with giving up every shred of self esteem and confidence you have, give up your friends after a while (because they'll only want to hold you back and make you eat, in your head) you'll probably already have given up on any relationship you have...that's if he/she didn't give up on you first, you'd best give up anything you enjoy, like hobbies etc because they only waste time you could be spending exercising and besides, you'll be too exhausted to do anything else besides exercise and go to work....but you'll have to give that up after a while, (or get put off) due to the fact that you can't stand up for a full shift and everybody finds you moody and withdrawn. Let's see, what's left? Physical condition? Give it up...body of a fucken ninety year old in a tormented 30 year old head who has willingly given up everything to sit alone in the corner with that conceited, manipulative old bitch in my head who keeps changing the rules every time I think I've got them all right. That's what I've got left. And it's fucking paltry compared with what has been given up.
But I'm skinny.
But I'm skinny.
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/27/2008 7:52:00 AM (Report abuse)
Why don't you excercise. You can have control over that. You could get all crazy over excercising. It raises your endophin levels and makes you feel good, so it could help. It'll keep you fit and in a good mood. At least it's healthy.
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/27/2008 7:24:00 AM (Report abuse)