Sex! Idk Wtf 2 Do -Screams
Ok I'm over the consenting age to engage in sexual activity.So feel free to say whatever is on your mind xD lol.If you are a little kid then run along you shouldn't be having sex and quite frankly I don't want to hear about your little sexcapades SO go be a kid or something! ! !
Back to the Story! Anywho as a kid I spent my time being a kid.I kept to myself and wasn't trying to be a fast little girl.I knew about all these things but I was brought up where I didnt have to grow up before my time thankfully! Now I am of age and I'm abit shy about these things.
I used to think no one would want to have sex with me but in recent years I have found out that is so not the case.I get so many guys wanting to date me that I go through breif time periods of being what some call a player.Funny thing is I am a virgin xD.But I'm abit freaky too [which guys only find out after being with me for awhile].I have even been told that I dont talk like a virgin! But this is how I see it.Virgin = never had sex it doesnt = naive.I know what to do but just havent done it yet lol.
I'm practically getting penis thrown at me and its getting harder and harder to say no xD.not only do I get penis offers I get oral sex offers too.And that really just blows my mind -.- Problem is idk who should get it first.I have someone in mind but we dont live in the same town.I'm trying to wait on him but if I keep getting these offers then idk what might happen xD.
But really I'm writing this because I'm abit afraid/shy about it.What if they don't like my sex or my body? I dont like people looking at my body so I hide it lol.I'm abit chubby but I think I look decent naked but what if they dont think so?! What if they dont like my privates ?! Especially the ones who would like to lick it.Every guy I have dated wanted to lick it.Some of them who said they would never do it because its nasty have even said they wanted to! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! What if I taste bad to them.I take great pleasure in bathing so I know it doesnt smell I love baths! ! ! Idk what it is they see in me.Its a curse and a blessing all in one xD.
SO IDK WHAT TO DO SHOULD I RUN FROM IT OR TAKE IT LIKE A G ??? I DONT WANT TO END UP LIKE THE 4O YEAR OLD VIRGIN! ! ! BUT I DONT WANT TO BE A HOE EITHER! ! ! ! AND I KNOW IM GOING TO BE A SEX ADDICT WHICH IS WHY I TRY AND STAY AWAY FROM GUYS AND BE EXCLUSIVE! ! ! BUT I STILL CANT I GET SUCKED BACK IN EVERYTIME AHHHH AND THEY WANT TO SEX ME IDK WHAT TO DO XD..LOL
Sorry I'm sure you are thinking this must be coming from a kid because I sounded immature at times.But its not a joke but its still funny to me lol.I rather laugh at things like this then to get all sad and what not.If you have to dodge penis like I do you would be cracking up too.I'm not trying to seem cocky either its the honest truth idk why they like me.When guys say they like me I say WHY??? A guy just said he was in love with me two days ago GOODNESS..lol
HELP PLEASE ANY INSIGHT WOULD BE HELPFUL XOXOXOXOX
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Back to the Story! Anywho as a kid I spent my time being a kid.I kept to myself and wasn't trying to be a fast little girl.I knew about all these things but I was brought up where I didnt have to grow up before my time thankfully! Now I am of age and I'm abit shy about these things.
I used to think no one would want to have sex with me but in recent years I have found out that is so not the case.I get so many guys wanting to date me that I go through breif time periods of being what some call a player.Funny thing is I am a virgin xD.But I'm abit freaky too [which guys only find out after being with me for awhile].I have even been told that I dont talk like a virgin! But this is how I see it.Virgin = never had sex it doesnt = naive.I know what to do but just havent done it yet lol.
I'm practically getting penis thrown at me and its getting harder and harder to say no xD.not only do I get penis offers I get oral sex offers too.And that really just blows my mind -.- Problem is idk who should get it first.I have someone in mind but we dont live in the same town.I'm trying to wait on him but if I keep getting these offers then idk what might happen xD.
But really I'm writing this because I'm abit afraid/shy about it.What if they don't like my sex or my body? I dont like people looking at my body so I hide it lol.I'm abit chubby but I think I look decent naked but what if they dont think so?! What if they dont like my privates ?! Especially the ones who would like to lick it.Every guy I have dated wanted to lick it.Some of them who said they would never do it because its nasty have even said they wanted to! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! What if I taste bad to them.I take great pleasure in bathing so I know it doesnt smell I love baths! ! ! Idk what it is they see in me.Its a curse and a blessing all in one xD.
SO IDK WHAT TO DO SHOULD I RUN FROM IT OR TAKE IT LIKE A G ??? I DONT WANT TO END UP LIKE THE 4O YEAR OLD VIRGIN! ! ! BUT I DONT WANT TO BE A HOE EITHER! ! ! ! AND I KNOW IM GOING TO BE A SEX ADDICT WHICH IS WHY I TRY AND STAY AWAY FROM GUYS AND BE EXCLUSIVE! ! ! BUT I STILL CANT I GET SUCKED BACK IN EVERYTIME AHHHH AND THEY WANT TO SEX ME IDK WHAT TO DO XD..LOL
Sorry I'm sure you are thinking this must be coming from a kid because I sounded immature at times.But its not a joke but its still funny to me lol.I rather laugh at things like this then to get all sad and what not.If you have to dodge penis like I do you would be cracking up too.I'm not trying to seem cocky either its the honest truth idk why they like me.When guys say they like me I say WHY??? A guy just said he was in love with me two days ago GOODNESS..lol
HELP PLEASE ANY INSIGHT WOULD BE HELPFUL XOXOXOXOX
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I AGREE WITH anonymous AND DANO .. FIND SOMEBODY WHO CARES FOR U.. NOT WHO WANTS TO USE YOU.. NOT SAYING YOUR NOT BEAUTIFUL OR SOMEBODY DOESN'T REALLY CARE ABOUT U . BUT U SOUND LIKE YOUR TAKING THERE COMMENTS TO THE HEAD AND ACTUALLY BELIEVING IT. DON'T WASTE SUCH A GIFT.
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/2/2009 10:56:00 AM (Report abuse)
they just want to nail u and bail, nothing personal
Posted by dano on 7/4/2009 1:14:00 AM (Report abuse)
Guys want you because of the fact that you're a virgin. It's intriguing and they love the idea of licking someone who's never been screwed before or taking your virginity and turning you into their dirty girl. Wait until you fall in love to have sex. Don't give it up to some horny dude that just wants to screw you.
Posted by an anonymous user on 7/3/2009 5:47:00 PM (Report abuse)
definitely don't rush into sex. you'll know if you really like someone without having to sleep with them. sex is something you can enjoy for the rest of the life, you only get to enjoy being young once. not to mention the chance of getting pregnant forcing you to grow up way to fast.
Posted by armurself on 7/3/2009 5:13:00 PM (Report abuse)
I agree with callherunique...
Sex should be with someone you love and care about and you really should be a long term relationship with them. This is your first time and you don't want to get used.
Sex can be just sex, but you should want something more, something more intimate.
Wait until you find someone you want to give it to.. someone you feel safe with and trust.
Good luck.
Sex should be with someone you love and care about and you really should be a long term relationship with them. This is your first time and you don't want to get used.
Sex can be just sex, but you should want something more, something more intimate.
Wait until you find someone you want to give it to.. someone you feel safe with and trust.
Good luck.
Posted by RedRibbons on 7/3/2009 3:15:00 PM (Report abuse)
i think that you should only have sex with someone you are dating exclusively for longer than three months, preferably more.
Posted by callherunique on 7/3/2009 2:17:00 PM (Report abuse)