Shitty Year

I'm sick of this shitty life.God must be so angry at me and I don't know why :(.First of all at the beginning of the year my bestfriend told me she was moving to australia, then my other best friend told me she hated me and never wanted to talk to me again for no reason, I lost a big role after the director promised it to me the prick gave it to someone else, then my Boyfriend killed himself, my parents buisness got shut down, then my go to person stopped talking to me, I loose another part in another show and then have to switch groups of friends because the one who decided she hated me for no reason made it really hard to sit wit the group of friends.I haven't done anything wrong or bad I haven't hurt anyone and I get all this I don't understand why everyone's decided to treat me like this or why my boyfriend killed himself but I'm so confused that it hurts.I really want to kill myself but I don't want everyone to be upset especially my mum and all I want to do is get away from everything but I can't I have to where to go we can't afford to move schools :( I have no one to talk to, i'm so messedup and my friends don't even know.thats my biggest secret my friends don't understand how messed up I am.
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minga
Tell that prick to go fuck himself. Get some new friends. Get help. Slap your old best friend in the face. Talk to your other friend. Get a new boyfriend. Help your parents find a new business. And have a dream for yourself. And promise yourself that one day, you're gonna get out of there and start a new life.
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SilverSheilds
I've had moments of potential suicide because of evertthing happening at once.


Try to take everything one at a time.
Breathe (and I mean deeply) and consider each one separetely..then put it down and move on.


I'm so sorry to hear about all the shit that's going on...but I believe that for every negative there are two positives...

Take yoga and find your center--join an our of school improv group


anything to take your mind off of this---and remember to cry because it can relieve a lot of pain.

just remember...life IS worth living
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RaunchyCustard
Let them know what it's doing to you. Let your friend that hates you know that too. Talk to her and ask her why she hates you. Life may be going horrible right now, and trust me it gets worse. But that's not enough to end your life. It will get better, don't worry, you'll get told that many many times because it's true. It's always darkest before dawn. So even though things right now are so hard you can't stand it, something great is bound to happen. Good luck with everything.
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