Should I Leave Him?

Posted by an anonymous user on 7/5/2008 9:46:00 PM

When I was younger, I had a best friend. He was just someone who worked in my garden as a small job to make quick money. I was 14 and he was 13. I was so in love with him and he told me that he was as well.

So flash forward a whole bunch.

My father set up a marriage for me to some rich guy who tried to rape me! My friend stopped it though. I ended up losing my virginity to my friend a month before my wedding. And after said wedding, I moved a million miles away.

I've seen him a lot and we keep in secret contact. It's been years and years. My husband is getting frustrated because I haven't had a kid yet. It's because I've been taking birth control behind his back. I just can't have his child. I don't love him as much as he loves me.

I'm in love with my friend and...

I'm pregnant with his child. Only 2 months in and only he knows about it. I don't know how he feels about it but I really want to go back to my old country. I want to be with him. I tried leaving my husband once but it didn't work out that way. I want to get a divorce. I don't care about the money. I just want out.

What should I do?

Tags: husband, wedding, divorce, love, friend, pregnant, confused

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