Today was supposed to be amazing.It wasn't.My boyfriend made a comment that really hit home - he said "It's impressive how sad your mom made you.All day it's been nothing but laughing and smiles and cuddles but within two minutes of her being home and being a bitch, you're sobbing".I've tried with my mom.I've tried talking.I've tried screaming.I've tried drugs and alcohol and counselors.They just don't work.There's only so much I can take.If I beg her to stop, she laughs.She'll bring up my years infront of her friends and family and make fun of me because I broke down.She'll make everyone believe that I'm just hypersensitive, like she always does.Like nobody knows she's a terrible mother.She is a fucking miserable cunt.
Please stop, mommy, you're hurting me.I can't do this anymore.
