Today I cut for the first time.I was shaking and crying so bad I felt soo alone.Yet te drops of blood coming from my wrist seemedto comfort me. I'm so scared
Wow come on just think of the good things I've lost a brother in 09 and my two sister and there girlfriends are going to jail and my moms going to jail and my step-dad is in jail and my real dad is a dead beat never been there and never will his marry a bitch and I am still fine don't cry that much haven't since last year but my grades are fine not p.e falling that and I'm makeing da best grade in my math class 81 out of 5 people I'm guessing my life sucks to haha hang in there will you....
Parents are getting divorced, grades are in the toilet, siblings away at college, can't lose weight, have a permanent record and a restraining order against my own dad, I don't deserve friends, am a bad example to my little brother, and keep doing the wrong things with guys. In the past year I've lost faith, hope, and sight of everything important. I don't know where my dreams and goals went. Nothing is important anymore
Trust me I've been there 2 times I didn't wanna be a cutter idk how u can stop but I did it anit hard I did just to try it but I kind of liked it I had to wrip my hand with a bandage when I went at school but damn 7th grade was 2 years ago haha hate school
