So, a long time ago I was raped.
...and I think I may have recieved an STD from it.
I always get weird cramps and bleeding all the time (not even close to my period and not period cramps or blood at all).I get really weird discharge and I'll hurt down there.
I have always been too scared to get checked, although my boyfriend urges me too because he is worried about me.
I am scared that maybe I have just let this go by unnoticed too long and scared that it is something bad and might prevent me from having kids.
...and I am too ashamed to go to a clinic.Too scared to find out something is wrong.