Stuck.
Posted by Unfortunate on 9/13/2008 10:39:00 PM
So, I'm bisexual.Not out of the closet.There's this guy at my school, never actually met him, but he is so amazingly attractive.To me, at least.My taste in men is generally non-conventional.Anyway.I've never had a crush of this magnitude.I thought it was fiction, stuff out of movies and cartoons, that when you see your crush, your stomach flips, and you can't think of anything to say, but that's exactly what's happening to me.I've seen him around, and he's definitely not the kind of guy that just looks good, but acts like a jerk.
My problem is that he hangs out with completely different people.We have one or two mutual friends, but one is just a little more than an acquaintance and the other is only sort of one of my better friends.I'm aggressive as I possibly can be without coming off as creepy, and I've gotten into his circle of conversation a couple of times, but he and I have never really exchanged words.
He probably doesn't even swing my way, but who knows? We're both still pretty young.Anything can happen.And, even if he is just straight, it would make my little semi-homo heart explode just to become friends with him.At least I'd be able to look at him without having to look away whenever he turns around.
I just wish that I could come out to one of my friends so I could talk to someone in person about it.But, fuck, I'm not even completely sure about /my/ sexuality.
It feels good to get this off my chest.Sympathy?
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My problem is that he hangs out with completely different people.We have one or two mutual friends, but one is just a little more than an acquaintance and the other is only sort of one of my better friends.I'm aggressive as I possibly can be without coming off as creepy, and I've gotten into his circle of conversation a couple of times, but he and I have never really exchanged words.
He probably doesn't even swing my way, but who knows? We're both still pretty young.Anything can happen.And, even if he is just straight, it would make my little semi-homo heart explode just to become friends with him.At least I'd be able to look at him without having to look away whenever he turns around.
I just wish that I could come out to one of my friends so I could talk to someone in person about it.But, fuck, I'm not even completely sure about /my/ sexuality.
It feels good to get this off my chest.Sympathy?
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well first thing, if you're a guy that's attracted to another guy, but is also attracted to girls, that makes you bi. so there's nothing to be confused about there. i think you kinda wish you weren't bi so you wouldn't have to deal with these feelings. i think that's why you think you're unsure.
now this guy may or may not be straight, true, but there's no telling your body to shut up either way, i've been there too. you just have to deal until you know. and if nothing happens, hopefully you can move on after you graduate or whatever.
but i totally understand what you're saying. it's hard to have those feelings and then see that person all the time.
now this guy may or may not be straight, true, but there's no telling your body to shut up either way, i've been there too. you just have to deal until you know. and if nothing happens, hopefully you can move on after you graduate or whatever.
but i totally understand what you're saying. it's hard to have those feelings and then see that person all the time.
Posted by Taye1402 on 10/11/2008 9:42:00 PM (Report abuse)
I sympathize. I am a GLBT ally, but just realize that if he is totally straight, he could take it a very bad way and make you feel miserable. Just take it slow, befriend him. Maybe it will lead to other things, maybe not, but don't rush anything.
Good luck!
Good luck!
Posted by Daisy on 9/14/2008 12:47:00 AM (Report abuse)