Suicide;
I'm starting to understand why people commit suicide.It's that I'm going to do it, because I value life, not matter how shitty it is, but it makes sense why people wouldn't want to be here anymore.Some people have it all, everything.While, others continuously fight to keep what little they have.It's all in the mind set of how you think.Some people don't fear what they could miss out on in the future if they die.Death to everyone, I think can be a good or bad thing.It could be the escape to the girl who was abused sexually as a child.Or, the boy who's parents found out he was gay and couldn't accept him.I want to know why though.I mean there has to be a million different reasons why someone would take their life.Maybe they feel nothing, maybe they have no one, maybe they've been waiting for a miracle that will never happen?
I've been thinking about this for the past week or so.And I wonder for those people who didn't have a choice, what they would have done.Like Saulo, and Chelsea.Cancer doesn't give you a choice; it takes you when it wants to, not when you're ready.But, people like Britney, what could have been so bad to make you take your own life.I respect her, but is it selfish to kill yourself when you have people who love you? Who would have done anything to keep you alive.Is it fair to the person who had no one and had nothing? If she were Britney, what would she have done?
Witch brings me back to myself.I know I have people who love me, no matter how few that number may be.And, yeah everything sucks now and yeah I hate feeling like I'm looking through a one way mirror where no one can see me and yeah I'm depressed, but it gets better right? I mean, it can't get much worse right? I hate being logical, but then again It gives me my choice.A choice other people don't have.
I don't care if anyone replies, or comments this.
I just wanted someone to read this.I just wanted to talk about it.
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I've been thinking about this for the past week or so.And I wonder for those people who didn't have a choice, what they would have done.Like Saulo, and Chelsea.Cancer doesn't give you a choice; it takes you when it wants to, not when you're ready.But, people like Britney, what could have been so bad to make you take your own life.I respect her, but is it selfish to kill yourself when you have people who love you? Who would have done anything to keep you alive.Is it fair to the person who had no one and had nothing? If she were Britney, what would she have done?
Witch brings me back to myself.I know I have people who love me, no matter how few that number may be.And, yeah everything sucks now and yeah I hate feeling like I'm looking through a one way mirror where no one can see me and yeah I'm depressed, but it gets better right? I mean, it can't get much worse right? I hate being logical, but then again It gives me my choice.A choice other people don't have.
I don't care if anyone replies, or comments this.
I just wanted someone to read this.I just wanted to talk about it.
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it isnt even tht long wtf
u ppl r lazy
i wus touched by this :)
u ppl r lazy
i wus touched by this :)
Posted by 0bsessed93 on 8/29/2009 11:50:00 PM (Report abuse)
O MY GOD I FEEL THE SAME WAY I ONLY READ THE FIRST FEW LINES!!! BUT I UNDERSAND TOO!! CUZ I FEEL LIKE LIFE IS TO HARD!
Posted by an anonymous user on 6/3/2009 7:19:00 PM (Report abuse)
I think the future holds a better promise no matter how fuck/ boring or whatever your life is.
Posted by an anonymous user on 3/15/2009 6:57:00 PM (Report abuse)
I dont wanna commit susicide but i just dont care if i died tommorow
I know people would miss me but not forever ,eventally they would get over it
soo fuk it. right? why not i would be in a better place n e way my lifes hard right now and i think its just gonna get harder.
I know people would miss me but not forever ,eventally they would get over it
soo fuk it. right? why not i would be in a better place n e way my lifes hard right now and i think its just gonna get harder.
Posted by joe10 on 3/15/2009 9:26:00 AM (Report abuse)
thankyou:)
Posted by an anonymous user on 3/15/2009 1:46:00 AM (Report abuse)
thanks for sharing, that's exactly what I think too
Posted by an anonymous user on 3/14/2009 5:30:00 PM (Report abuse)
um i didn't read the whole thing cause its to loonng but all i have to say is
WOW
how long did it take to type that ??? :( :) lol jut askin ahahhaa
WOW
how long did it take to type that ??? :( :) lol jut askin ahahhaa
Posted by choose on 3/14/2009 5:28:00 PM (Report abuse)
im sure this helped somone somwhere
Posted by Guest19 on 3/14/2009 2:30:00 PM (Report abuse)