Why Do I bother?
Why do I bother coming back?
What's the point when all I hear are the vile insulting words that make up who she is?
Everytime I come back hoping that this time it's going to be different I am greeted with snappy comebacks and no acknoledge that I even exist.
It's not always like this mostly in the beginig and after things are settled does she bother to be nice.We do have fun together though.But always with insults and rude comments. She can make the simplest thing into a big deal.One minute we'll be enjoying a nice time togewther the next thing I know we're arguing about something stupid like going for a walk or asking each other for a favor.
It happens everytime.Normal things with all the comments but once one of her little friends calls she forgets all about me.She ccan go on for hours on end.The longest I've ever bothered to count how long she actually talked on the phone was a least twelve hours. Recently it's been about since 11 and it's three now so for hours of me doing nothing.
It's doesn't feel good to be ignored.
Has she ever heard that it's rude to talk on the phone when you have a guest/guests over?
Apparently not because it's seems that's all she does latley.You would think this new guy she's been talking to would be her boyfriend but no.He's is just her "friend".
All day long she'll walk around trying to find a reason to make a comment.If it's worth to her to tell "him" she'll tell him and the'll laugh and snicker about what ever little thing I did.
Another "recently" is she was a bout to look over my shoulder to see what I was writting and she asked and all but I told her it was a bout Suzane which it is. And she told her little friend and me aloud that it was my "girfriend" and he remarked that she was my lover.I wanted so bad to rub the cold, hard truth in her stupidd face.She calls me stupid but yet she gets straight C's.Okay not straight C's she has a few B's in theRE too some times.
I hate it when she calls me names and I call her out on it and she says "I was just playing gosh, or it was just a joke." But really.Would you like to be called ugly or stupid in a different way every day you come there?
Even my "friend" says she over reacts to everthing that she is a drama Queen.You ask her a simple question and she replys with rude answer.It's not reALLY THE ANSWER THAT'S RUDE IT THE WAT SHE SAYS IT.
She always asks me to do things for her because if I don't I'll never hear the end of it.But yet when I ask her to something for me she replys with no I'm doing something.And when I tell her I always do what she asks for and she replys witha I don't gave to if I don't want to.But even if I was something simple like if she could help me find my shoes nope don't get nothing out of her the only time she'll do something with or for me is if there is something in it for for.But when I trieed to make her feel bad about it by calling her selfish she justs ignores it then.But once I tried to do saomething that I needed her help in and I ask her again she replys with the nope I'm selfish remember.She knows I want her help but she is just proving my point.
I think real reason that I come back is because of the small good times we do have and simple fact that she's my "best friend" and I love her
P.S.Sorry for the dramatic rant I just had it get it out lol
It sounds like we're mariied hahaha