Tempted By Suicide

I know it's typical and youre thinking poor little girl who has a good life but wants kill herself for attention. No this is different. Everyday when I walk to school I'm tempted to jump out infrint of that car that just drove by. I think about it when I wake up and when I go to sleep. The only thing that stops me each time is my mom I'm all she has left and I can't betray her but I'm tired of feeling empty, depressed, and stressed everyday. I'm sinking deeper into my depression I can feel it I'm alone and insecure and the farther I sink the more I'm tempted by my moms bottle of pills. No one would care except my mom. And I don't know if even knowing id hurt her is going to stop me.
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Exoskeleton
I know where you're at. I understand how tempting it is, to try and make the pain go away. All i can say is fight it. Every now and again something good happens, and you can see the light through depression. It makes it feel okay to be alive.
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hopelessgirl1
It's really selfish of you. People die who don't want to. That takes away you're right to do it yourself. When it's your time to leave, you will kay? Don't rush it. One of these days you're going to fall in love, or taste the best cookie you've ever had in your life and think "I'm really glad I didn't kill myself before this". Moral of the story, if you're still here, there's a reason. Someone's baking a really good cookie for you. but you gotta wait for it.
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JaneRose
I felt like that when I was bullied at school. It very important to have someone or something who needs you to stop you hurting yourself, even they don't know it. Life will get better it just takes time. Talk to a friend or animal about how you feel and focus on new hobby. It will help pass the time until you feel better. A punch bag is also useful too.
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Coolllouby
Pretty sure that nobody was actually thinking, "poor little girl who has a good life but wants kill herself for attention."

I think we should put it to a vote to see whether or not it's what people were thinking.
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Cynic
What stops me is knowing the financial burden of unexpected death. When my father died, I footed the entire bill for his funeral and services. My savings hasn't seen over two hundred bucks since. Not that I mind having done so. I loved him. I still love him. But I know no one can afford to bury me, or even cremate me, so I stick around. I think, while you have your mother, you should spend more time with her. Being alone causes the cravings to end life to come wave after wave like hunger pangs. Don't be alone with your thoughts. Spend as much time developing a relationship with her as possible.
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Micifus
Fight the good fight,life's a battle you don't wanna miss.