I know it's typical and youre thinking poor little girl who has a good life but wants kill herself for attention. No this is different. Everyday when I walk to school I'm tempted to jump out infrint of that car that just drove by. I think about it when I wake up and when I go to sleep. The only thing that stops me each time is my mom I'm all she has left and I can't betray her but I'm tired of feeling empty, depressed, and stressed everyday. I'm sinking deeper into my depression I can feel it I'm alone and insecure and the farther I sink the more I'm tempted by my moms bottle of pills. No one would care except my mom. And I don't know if even knowing id hurt her is going to stop me.