The one I want doesn't want me...i'm just a piece of ass to him, and the sad part I like him so damn much if he was willing to say be my piece of ass and ''maybe'' i'll date you in the future you bet you bottom dollar that would stay as long as possible.....
Now the one who wants me...i've tired to love again but i'm lying to myself I know I have nothing there.
Then there is the one who scares me to where I feel if he isn't my pick its a life or death situation, I'm terrified of him and we used to be such close friends and I want the old him back not this crazy guy who follows me....i want the one that when together we would say we could have fun even in the middle of an empty field.
I'm lost and sick to my stomach on what to do.............
