The walls are closing in
Posted by an anonymous user on 6/13/2008 12:04:00 AM
I have a feeling I am a lot older than most on this site - not sure.
But after so many years of life, I am beginning to feel worn down and worn out.
What saddens me most about this sense of hopelessness is that I am a Christian and we are not supposed to feel this way.
But I do.
I am open and honest with most of my Christian friends - but only a few know the full details of what life has dealt me thus far... you have to be quite vulnerable to share deep issues with someone and then you have to trust that they will listen, comfort, etc. and not simply offer advice on how to life your life.
I am not the type of person who would do anything crazy - but I have to admit that in recent days I have fantasized about getting in the car and just driving away.
I am married, I have kids, etc.
I don't want the perfect life because I don't think it exists. But I don't want this, either.
Something has to change.
Soon.
Tags: life, sad, pain, worry, fear
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But after so many years of life, I am beginning to feel worn down and worn out.
What saddens me most about this sense of hopelessness is that I am a Christian and we are not supposed to feel this way.
But I do.
I am open and honest with most of my Christian friends - but only a few know the full details of what life has dealt me thus far... you have to be quite vulnerable to share deep issues with someone and then you have to trust that they will listen, comfort, etc. and not simply offer advice on how to life your life.
I am not the type of person who would do anything crazy - but I have to admit that in recent days I have fantasized about getting in the car and just driving away.
I am married, I have kids, etc.
I don't want the perfect life because I don't think it exists. But I don't want this, either.
Something has to change.
Soon.
Tags: life, sad, pain, worry, fear
Comments
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