They don't want to admit their daughter's a freak.
Posted by anonymousgirl on 5/4/2008 7:33:00 PM
I have depression. After years of emotional torture and emotional neglect, my parents seem to think I'm just paranoid. I have no money because I can't get a job, so I can't see a therapist on my own. It really hurts because they have told me for years not to be disappointed with failure, and I have failed so many times that I feel like succeeding and being happy is just a pipedream. I can't sleep at night. I can't focus in their house. I'm miserable. I'm going to college in the fall, but they're going to make me live at home and I don't know what will happen if I don't leave, but I do know if I don't get out, I'll probably fail out of school, or worse.
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I know how you feel.
You are not paranoid, and there are counsellors where you live who will help you for free. Sometimes they are better than psychologists, much better in fact.
To not fail in life, is to fail. You are a strong person.
Keep trying for the job though, anywhere. Even if it's McDonalds. You will find coworkers you will like, and ones you dislike, but you'd be getting out.
And you need to move out, your parents are clearly causing poison in your life.
And if you can't move out, stay in school. Find something that will make you money, and then with that money move the hell outta there.
You can do it.
You are not paranoid, and there are counsellors where you live who will help you for free. Sometimes they are better than psychologists, much better in fact.
To not fail in life, is to fail. You are a strong person.
Keep trying for the job though, anywhere. Even if it's McDonalds. You will find coworkers you will like, and ones you dislike, but you'd be getting out.
And you need to move out, your parents are clearly causing poison in your life.
And if you can't move out, stay in school. Find something that will make you money, and then with that money move the hell outta there.
You can do it.
Posted by Jolene on 5/5/2008 2:33:00 AM (Report abuse)