I used to be a chubby cute little girl, I was always weird about it but I never had the motivation to do anything about it. Last may I got mono for two+ weeks I layed in bed, threw up and couldn't eat - I lost 20 pounds over those two weeks. I gained back 10 pounds, and I was diagnosed with depression. I stopped eating all together, and I think I only eat because I know I could die if I don't. I haven't eaten in four days, and I'm just not hungry anymore. I'm starting to get bruises for no reason at all and my body's weak, and my ribs are aching - I can't even cough without wanting to cry from pain. I try to eat, but I get so disgusted with myself. I have only one friend who knows, and I told her because she's watching out for me. Without her, I'd probably be dead, or pretty close to it.
Tags: anorexia,
problems.
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