This is insane
Posted by Wonderland on 8/4/2008 2:51:00 AM
Too much, too much for a 15 year old to handle.
I do believe that I'm in love with him, because of the fact that I see his flaws, yet I ignore them and focus on his good traits.
I want to be with him for the rest of my life.
It's just too weird seeing him and not having him take my hand,
It's weird running into each other at school.
I've found that sometimes it's better to let go, but not necessarily easier.
That's the way I'm going, I'm letting him go, much as I don't want to.
Because, I know he doesn't feel for me anymore.
I'm the one that let him go, so why am I feeling this way?
It's been almost an entire year since he asked me out,
and I broke up with him back in October.
So why is it so difficult to let him go?
Even when I know it's the right thing to do?
I can't keep feeling like this, I'm going to explode.
I would never do anything self-destructive,
I just know if I don't deal with this problem,
there'll be a lot more crying myself to sleep.
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I do believe that I'm in love with him, because of the fact that I see his flaws, yet I ignore them and focus on his good traits.
I want to be with him for the rest of my life.
It's just too weird seeing him and not having him take my hand,
It's weird running into each other at school.
I've found that sometimes it's better to let go, but not necessarily easier.
That's the way I'm going, I'm letting him go, much as I don't want to.
Because, I know he doesn't feel for me anymore.
I'm the one that let him go, so why am I feeling this way?
It's been almost an entire year since he asked me out,
and I broke up with him back in October.
So why is it so difficult to let him go?
Even when I know it's the right thing to do?
I can't keep feeling like this, I'm going to explode.
I would never do anything self-destructive,
I just know if I don't deal with this problem,
there'll be a lot more crying myself to sleep.
Tags: love, heartbreak
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Sweetheart, you're very young. Hearts break easily when you're young but rarely into a million pieces. I dated my first love for 3 years. its been two and a half since we broke up and i'm FINALLY ok with seeing him. it just takes time. time and friends and not thinking about it is the only thing that will really help. it'll be ok eventually. you've got lots of time left to find the right person for you.
Posted by H on 8/5/2008 8:13:00 PM (Report abuse)
You love more your first time and better your second.
I was in a relationship for a year. And when we broke up everything was awkward. I was the one who pushed him away. But looking back, I miss what we had.
That was a couple months ago. I'm in a new relationship now and everything is better.
Just try and move on.
I was in a relationship for a year. And when we broke up everything was awkward. I was the one who pushed him away. But looking back, I miss what we had.
That was a couple months ago. I'm in a new relationship now and everything is better.
Just try and move on.
Posted by (: on 8/5/2008 6:32:00 PM (Report abuse)
because you loved him.
Posted by Untitled. on 8/5/2008 5:11:00 AM (Report abuse)