Tired
Posted by Wonderland45 on 9/26/2008 5:26:00 PM
I am tired of being happy, when I want to be sad; I lie to myself to make me feel better.I used to cut and for a while I was happy but now I want to cut again.I lie to other to make my life sound interesting when it's not.I wish I could be someone else.
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thanks for the advice i think I'll try it
Posted by Wonderland45 on 9/27/2008 8:48:00 PM (Report abuse)
I can relate to what you're saying 100%.
I lied to my friends and said I had sex with my boyfriend to make me seem interesting.
Plus a million other things.
I'm not sure I know how to help you
Because I don't know how to help myself.
Just thought you'd like to know you're not alone.
xo
I lied to my friends and said I had sex with my boyfriend to make me seem interesting.
Plus a million other things.
I'm not sure I know how to help you
Because I don't know how to help myself.
Just thought you'd like to know you're not alone.
xo
Posted by rosedawson on 9/27/2008 9:09:00 AM (Report abuse)
Instead of trying to make your life SOUND interesting, why not MAKE it interesting? DO activities, take risks, chances, join clubs, organize events, take part in something HUGE.
Try everything and try the obscure. As long as it won't risk your life, go for it.
I was the same and I did nothing about it until two years ago. Now I'm a staff at Fanime (a huge anime convention), I organize concerts in my area, I'm a stage manager for my fall play, I'm in choir, I work in a theatre, I used to act, I go to concerts all over, locally.
There are a lot of things you could do, but you just don't want to do. Make your life interesting, don't just wish it could be. Life is not just about princes, crazy-stunts, who your parents are.... it's about what you do, what you've done that not a lot of people know about, getting active in your community, being positive.
Be more constructive about yourself and you'll build up your own grand castle. (:
Try everything and try the obscure. As long as it won't risk your life, go for it.
I was the same and I did nothing about it until two years ago. Now I'm a staff at Fanime (a huge anime convention), I organize concerts in my area, I'm a stage manager for my fall play, I'm in choir, I work in a theatre, I used to act, I go to concerts all over, locally.
There are a lot of things you could do, but you just don't want to do. Make your life interesting, don't just wish it could be. Life is not just about princes, crazy-stunts, who your parents are.... it's about what you do, what you've done that not a lot of people know about, getting active in your community, being positive.
Be more constructive about yourself and you'll build up your own grand castle. (:
Posted by Penguin on 9/26/2008 6:29:00 PM (Report abuse)