To be alive means...????

Posted by an anonymous user on 5/22/2008 3:41:00 PM

I woke up with his hands over my mouth and around my throat. I could not breath. I kept trying to scream and the more i would try the harder he would choke me.. I almost lost conciousness, but the one thing that kept me from giving up was all my friends and family. He told me to take my pants off and i told him no he choked me harder and then I did.. He made me take all my clothes off while he left his on just pulling down his jeans. He made me go down on him, and he raped me every way imaginable. It hurt to bad I tried to get away tried to tell him that i was not on birth control and that i needed to get a condom so i dont get pregnant if he was going to do this. I tried to tell him all kinds of things that would make him get done faster. I have never had 15 minutes last so loooong!! I had so many brusies from his dirty hands. I still have a horrible cough from him strangeling me. He called me baby told me that everything he did to me was because i reminded him so much of his girlfriend and that is how she liked it. He said that i was very beautiful and that he wanted me to meet him at the gas station after i cleaned up so we could begin a future together. He told me that o pissed of one of my ex boyfriends so bad that he was hired to kill me and rape me.. But he could not kill me, just only if i went and told the police he would come back and kill me. That was just a cover story. I told the police, I went through a years worth of court painful memories still to this day i have night terrors.. I am scared that after he serves his 17 years in prison that he will come back and finish what he intended to do..

Tags: rape, fear, murder, disgusted

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