I'm going to see her tomorrow but I am still missing her now.She knows I love her but we are just friends.I can't focus on my two papers that I should have had finished earlier today.It's been almost 4 years of unrequited emotions--I don't know how much more I can take.Regardless, I can't forsake my feelings and move on.What will it take for me to move on? Chronic depression, insomnia, cutting myself--it'll take more than that to break me.I live on, for now.
