Truth
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/4/2008 7:21:00 PM
A few weeks ago, my best friend turned to me and he told me he loved me.this isnt unusual, we say it quite a lot, but this time it was different, it wasnt around other people and he properly looked into my eyes when he told.he took a hold of my hand and kept a hold of it for the next 2 hours rarely letting go.the next day he went for an interview and found out he was moving away.
the friday after this happened I decided I had to tell him exacly how I felt about him.i got extremely drunk and figured that telling him there and then would be good.so I did.apparently he wasnt quite as drunk as I thought he was, and he remembered everything I sed, whereas I didnt!
we pretty much avoided the subject for the next two weeks, but there was always moments where he'd turn to me and tell me we needed to talk.after 2 weeks I finally got sick of my head constantly thinking about what i'd said and what happened that night, so again I went out, got minced, slept with some guy I know and avoided my best mate most of the night.he reacted pretty crazy to the whole ignoring him thing, and he figured there was somethign up with me, he was constantly asking everyone we were with where I was and I had endless texts from him.the next night, I was the sober one and my best mate was drunk, we ended up walking home together and finally had our much needed talk.he told me he thought I was beautiful and charming and that right now in his life he wasnt ready for a relationship but that maybe in a few weeks time when we've both moved away for uni something might or could happen.the next day he text me and told me that he didn't feel the same way about me as I do about him, and now ever since it's been different again, like the two weeks between our talk.i'm so confused about where I stand with him.
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the friday after this happened I decided I had to tell him exacly how I felt about him.i got extremely drunk and figured that telling him there and then would be good.so I did.apparently he wasnt quite as drunk as I thought he was, and he remembered everything I sed, whereas I didnt!
we pretty much avoided the subject for the next two weeks, but there was always moments where he'd turn to me and tell me we needed to talk.after 2 weeks I finally got sick of my head constantly thinking about what i'd said and what happened that night, so again I went out, got minced, slept with some guy I know and avoided my best mate most of the night.he reacted pretty crazy to the whole ignoring him thing, and he figured there was somethign up with me, he was constantly asking everyone we were with where I was and I had endless texts from him.the next night, I was the sober one and my best mate was drunk, we ended up walking home together and finally had our much needed talk.he told me he thought I was beautiful and charming and that right now in his life he wasnt ready for a relationship but that maybe in a few weeks time when we've both moved away for uni something might or could happen.the next day he text me and told me that he didn't feel the same way about me as I do about him, and now ever since it's been different again, like the two weeks between our talk.i'm so confused about where I stand with him.
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