My uncle and I were really drunk . He came over and touched me , I let him because I felt bad for him ,I touched him , though it made me feel gross. A month Past , he kept trying to come over and talk real gross , I ignored him, I felt "loved" because of what happend (pathetic huh) I feel disgusted by this too. I had a hard life and need Love and attention from men. anyway , one night he came by again , I didnt answer the door . He hung himself. I dont know what he was thinking about when he did it. maybe he realized how Crazy that was. he left his wife , and kids behind.
I hate myself for what happend that night.