Weak
Posted by an anonymous user on 11/6/2008 5:56:00 AM
Before I tell you my secret I want you to know that I'm aware that life (should) always get better eventually, and taking your life is the easy pathetic way out, I don't care.After being molested, abused, and raped...I don't care anymore, life doesn't get better for some people that's the truth about life.
-I wish that when I od'd last year someone would have taken me off life support.I pretend everything's fine, I've admitted that I'm not all that happy, but I haven't been completly honest, I'm fucking beyond miserable, nothing has changed, all the work you've done to cure me and make my disorder stable, well it hasn't worked a bit.Someone should've pulled that plug, because we all know that I'll end up back there again at some point in my life, b.c i'm too weak to survive.I'm sorry but that's the truth.
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-I wish that when I od'd last year someone would have taken me off life support.I pretend everything's fine, I've admitted that I'm not all that happy, but I haven't been completly honest, I'm fucking beyond miserable, nothing has changed, all the work you've done to cure me and make my disorder stable, well it hasn't worked a bit.Someone should've pulled that plug, because we all know that I'll end up back there again at some point in my life, b.c i'm too weak to survive.I'm sorry but that's the truth.
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Look, being molested and/or raped is just about the worst thing that can happen to a person. Most of the people I know that tried to commit suicide did it after being raped. You're not being weak, you are being hurt on the inside. The only good thing about it is that if you survive this, you can survive anything. You are not weak, but you can always be stronger.
Posted by Joy on 11/7/2008 1:45:00 AM (Report abuse)
That's a rather cynical way to look at things. Always keep hope. Hope is essential to life.
Bad things happen to good people, rise above those bad things.
I've been there, not the same circumstances surrounding it. But I've been there in the hospital after an attempt, hoping and wishing that I'd succeeded. And I know first hand, that things can be better. Maybe not perfect, or anywhere close, but better, bearable. Happiness comes in spurts, it's never constant, but you have to live for those moments when you feel alive.
"You are not alone, and this is not the end of your story."
-Twloha.com
Bad things happen to good people, rise above those bad things.
I've been there, not the same circumstances surrounding it. But I've been there in the hospital after an attempt, hoping and wishing that I'd succeeded. And I know first hand, that things can be better. Maybe not perfect, or anywhere close, but better, bearable. Happiness comes in spurts, it's never constant, but you have to live for those moments when you feel alive.
"You are not alone, and this is not the end of your story."
-Twloha.com
Posted by an anonymous user on 11/6/2008 8:03:00 AM (Report abuse)