What do I do?

Cutting simply wont do anything for you babe. You must think about your self as a special person that needs answers and cutting wont bring those answers to you. There are MILLIONS of Bi, homosexual, gay people in the world, go meet some, talk to some, there is nothing wrong with being gay or whatever. Ask for help in school or college. There are places on the internet for gay people who need coaching or simply someone to listen to them. This is the first time I even see the site and you are the first person I bother to comment on. If you commit suicide, thats selfish, people wont remember you like you might think, your family and friends will just wonder (What happend, where did WE go wrong), and babe, ITS YOUR RESPONSABILITY to take action for your own good. If your just wanting to get attention, well thats not the right way to get the class of attantion you need. Talk, speak up, ask for help then you might get the attention you really need. Life is a piece of shit sometimes but when those sour times pass, whooof the day is soooooo bright and beautifull. If thats what you have and you might not know it. If your feeling down, in pain, lonely, tired all the time, maybe you could be in depression and dont know it. Do exercise. Listen to music that fills your heart, not depressing music. Sounds great but its simply depresive and you dont need that. Get some SUN, the vitamen D is great against depression.

I hope things change for better in your life, happy new year. And I dont just say that for saying it. Read well. HAPPY NEW YEAR, make it happen.