I wish I could be like the people I admire, the ones who bring joy and happiness to the world at large; the ones who seem to effortlessly do and say the right things at all times, who seem to be performing at the top of their game. The ones who possess a range of talent that makes certain people admire them and others envious. I wish I could be handsome and charming and witty and dashing and effortlessly brilliant and make people like me. I wish I could be the one standing on the stage to thunderous applause, the one who gets the rapturous encore, the one everyone is shouting from the rafters to see. I wish I had some kind of worth in my life, like the people who I look up to. I wish I could be that to someone else, instead of just another faceless nobody who lives and dies alone and touches no one.