ok i don't know how to start. but ok...
i grew up in a small town in washington. i met this family both their sons were alchohlics or something and pot heads. i don't judge people so what they do is up to them.. but i was still there as a friend.
well their sister was young like 6 yrs younger than me, we almost lost our virginaty to eachother. but i dicided to wait. but anyways years later like 5 or 6 years later. we dicided to be secret lovers. and our first time together was great.
the only problem was that at this time i had a gf and a son. my gf at the time i was loosing touch with becuase i was a full time dad and full time housekeeper, and full time worker. she did almost nothing most of the time ya know LAZY....
so i wanted to move on but i was worried about my son and the court and all that bull. so i waited to file. mean time me and my gf at the time have broken up and got back together so many times i lost count.
and each time we broke up she went and slept with one of my friends. and she did just about all of my friends now lol....
so this time i broke up with her and don't plan on going back out with her.
i moved out of town. then i came back.
well the girl i mentioned at the beginning. comes up to my dads and pretty much throws herself at me and tells me how much i am the one she wants and how much she wants us to runaway together and stuff... i thought it was the alcholal talking but the next day i ask her about it and she said no that it was the truth.
so i started to get ahead of myself becuase i really liked her. she has a son and problems with her bf. so we started dating.. and come to find out she was playing me and her real bf and some other guy.
so i dumped her ( wich was pointless becuase we probly werent really dating), and i refused to talk to her. so when she came around my family and stuff, she has tried to talk to me but i just ignored her, and i know personally that she hates it.
being mr. nice guy she was having car problems and i fixed it using very little words to her. she said thanks and i again ignored her.
her brother is my best friend so i still keep in contact with him.
so anyways she is pregnant now and she hasn't told her real bf that there is a possibility that i am the father. she tried to make everyone hate me becuase she knows if i tell her bf then he would dump her like garbage.
i really don't know what to do.. now she is trying to be friends again but i still ignore her and i can't help but still think of her even sometimes it in anger.
if u have any questions to my story don't be afraid to ask me here or to ripperjoey23@hotmail.com
Tags: lonely,
sadness,
friends,
sex,
children
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