Whats wrong with me?
I used to have a slight eating disorder...it was nothing serious, and I came out of it like nothing was even wrong.
that was a year ago..
this past weekend I have barely eaten anything.
i've been popping advil,
thinking about how many I can take before I o.d.
then I realize what I'm thinking about and I snap out of it,
then 10 minutes later I will pop another advil.
and realize I'm going to hurt myself so I stop.
its like there is a voice inside me saying "just kill yourself.its better that way."
but then when I realize that my thoughts are like that I think "what the fuck am I doing?! I dont want to die! ! ! "
its really confuseing
and I'm really scared...
i dont know why any of this is happening, or why I'm doing this.
can anyone give me an answer?!
Tags: depression, anorexic, sad, kill, suicide, voices, thoughts, drugs, overdose, confused, scared
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that was a year ago..
this past weekend I have barely eaten anything.
i've been popping advil,
thinking about how many I can take before I o.d.
then I realize what I'm thinking about and I snap out of it,
then 10 minutes later I will pop another advil.
and realize I'm going to hurt myself so I stop.
its like there is a voice inside me saying "just kill yourself.its better that way."
but then when I realize that my thoughts are like that I think "what the fuck am I doing?! I dont want to die! ! ! "
its really confuseing
and I'm really scared...
i dont know why any of this is happening, or why I'm doing this.
can anyone give me an answer?!
Tags: depression, anorexic, sad, kill, suicide, voices, thoughts, drugs, overdose, confused, scared
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Posted by HElovesyou11 on 5/7/2009 1:06:00 PM (Report abuse)
It sounds like schizophrenia. I agree with anonymous, see a therapist, any professional help needed. Do it before things turn out for the worst. Best of luck <3
Posted by JoeyNeedsABigHug on 3/23/2009 6:13:00 AM (Report abuse)
These are definitely symptoms of depression, bipolar disorder and/or schizophrenia. You should go to a therapist, they're really cool to talk to and fix everything.
Also, a doctor could perscribe some pills to make the voices go away if you are diagnosed with any of the illnesses above
good luck
and don't be afraid to talk to people about it (parents/guardian/therapist)
Also, a doctor could perscribe some pills to make the voices go away if you are diagnosed with any of the illnesses above
good luck
and don't be afraid to talk to people about it (parents/guardian/therapist)
Posted by anonymous997 on 3/23/2009 1:12:00 AM (Report abuse)
i don't have an answer for why.
But have someone lock up the medicines, and eat on a schedule wheather youwant to or not, ignore the voces. Cause Im positive people will miss you.
But have someone lock up the medicines, and eat on a schedule wheather youwant to or not, ignore the voces. Cause Im positive people will miss you.
Posted by babycakes7194 on 3/23/2009 12:15:00 AM (Report abuse)