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When nothing seems right

Posted by chick on 11/23/2007 1:40:00 PM
i always have a smile on my face, but somehow people think im cold and distant. you can easy break my heart and my feelings can be hurted very easily.
older people like me very much, they all say im very responsible and nice. guys my age, think im outsider. i dont mind. im confident, but at the same time, i hate my looks. sometimes i think i will end up alone forever. without housband and 6 children, which is (secretly) my biggest dream.
what worries me the most, is my crazy ideas lately.
this was my thought the other day: why dont i try to comit a suicide, but just to try and be sure i dont actually kill myself, so people would pay more attention to me.. can you belive that?
i guess i really need to talk with somebody.

well, i guess im still in puberty. yeah, sure. im 18, god damit.


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My darling, the effort you'd spend commiting suicide would be the same effort you'd need to do something to improve your life! Don't you ever think about that, even less do that... People will miss you a lot, your family, friends, and don't you think you're not important! People who say you're an outsider probably are unworthy ones, they think they're cool, but only God knows how they feel about themselves when they're all alone, at night going to bed, for instance... But in front of the others they play their "mighty mighty" roles, to disguize what really goes inside of them!

Nothing lasts forever, think about that! If even happiness doesn't lasts forever, why sadness should? It's just a peiod of your life, and you'll be happy in the future, you'll find your husband and have your 6 children, for sure! Everyone finds someone, sooner or later! Have faith in the future, and especially on yourself! I see you're a worthy girl, and the proof is that older people appreciates your company! Take a look inside of yourself, recognize your own worth, all the good things you know and thank God everyday for the good person you are! Don't you care about what others think about you, they are just idiots who don't even know what they're doing in this world!

You're still so young! Relax a little, I wish I could be next to you to cheer you up, but I hope my words can make you feel better. Good luck, girl! I'll pray for you! You'll be very happy, you'll see! :)

Posted by Sol on 11/25/2007 2:28:00 PM (Report abuse)
yes you are an attetion seeker

and you will be in the middle of puberty and feel like it for a long while but you can't blame everything on it your not an outsider either

just a normal person whos wants to interact with somone different
Posted by Joanne on 11/24/2007 9:23:00 AM (Report abuse)
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