Why can i only be a friend
Posted by xfftlfan4evax on 8/25/2008 12:28:00 AM
So here it goes last spring I began talking to this kid chad on myspace I had him added before and never thought we would ever be close as we are now we began talking on the phone and then we finally met one day and couldnt get enough of each other for once I felt wanted by a friend cuz he constantly call me asking me to hang with him then a couple months later down the road he told me he was going to move me being 16 and him 19 he was out of school and he told me he had nothing to be happy about in this town and was going to move with his father and work out there
thats when I told him that it would kill me to loose him and that I loved him more than a friend and then found out he did also the day after that we hung out and I hugged him and had a great day with him and for once was truely happy that someone other than a friend loved me for the first time in my life ever since then we've been nothing more than just friends with benefits til this day we dont have sex but yea ive seen him naked on occasion and he flirts with me and cuddles with me all the time.but no matter how much I tell him I like him he acts like I dont and the more I hear that the more it crushes me and depresses me inside I wish we would just be gf and bf like I want and like everyone else wants .this summer I tried to get over him sad part no matter what I never could be over him hes the only boy who has shown affection towards me and I truely believe I will never find anyone for myself other than him
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thats when I told him that it would kill me to loose him and that I loved him more than a friend and then found out he did also the day after that we hung out and I hugged him and had a great day with him and for once was truely happy that someone other than a friend loved me for the first time in my life ever since then we've been nothing more than just friends with benefits til this day we dont have sex but yea ive seen him naked on occasion and he flirts with me and cuddles with me all the time.but no matter how much I tell him I like him he acts like I dont and the more I hear that the more it crushes me and depresses me inside I wish we would just be gf and bf like I want and like everyone else wants .this summer I tried to get over him sad part no matter what I never could be over him hes the only boy who has shown affection towards me and I truely believe I will never find anyone for myself other than him
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im sorry about the no commas i ramble on
and i have basically told him i would ask him out but yea i never really get an answer like this month me and him were fighting about this cuz he told me in mcdonalds he had nothing and was complaining about how he has no one that likes him and its like duh u fucking retard but anyways he said i have no reason to say hes leading me on and i do im sorry but yea its what hes doing he said for now he only likes me as a friend hes like i need time to figure out myself whats there to figure it pisses me off soo bad then today he told me if he got to bang anyone he would call me and tell me then i said id tell u to fuck off hes like why would u be that mean about it its like duh u act like i wouldnt care and then he said u wouldnt care hes sooooo oblivious to the fact that i would do anything to be with him
and i have basically told him i would ask him out but yea i never really get an answer like this month me and him were fighting about this cuz he told me in mcdonalds he had nothing and was complaining about how he has no one that likes him and its like duh u fucking retard but anyways he said i have no reason to say hes leading me on and i do im sorry but yea its what hes doing he said for now he only likes me as a friend hes like i need time to figure out myself whats there to figure it pisses me off soo bad then today he told me if he got to bang anyone he would call me and tell me then i said id tell u to fuck off hes like why would u be that mean about it its like duh u act like i wouldnt care and then he said u wouldnt care hes sooooo oblivious to the fact that i would do anything to be with him
Posted by xfftlfan4evax on 8/30/2008 1:38:00 AM (Report abuse)
It really bothers me that this doesn't contain as many commas and full stops as needed. Sorry.
Posted by Jotiii on 8/25/2008 3:00:00 PM (Report abuse)
Why don't you just ask him out? Maybe he's waiting for you to ask. You never know.
Posted by RokkuRii on 8/25/2008 9:41:00 AM (Report abuse)