Why do i think like this?!

Posted by POPuLAR on 6/15/2008 1:19:00 PM

in my school. people are seperated by race (chinese/korean/jew/persian) ... and theres always that minor exception. and thats where i come in. im chinese and i hang out with the Jewish people. its not like i dont love my friends... but sometimes i want to expand... and thats where he comes in. His name is Winston. Hes in the chinese group. and im truly, madly, and deeply... in love with him. the thing is.

im the kind of girl who
- lives in the big house
- can finish an extra hard sudoku in three minutes
- wears the prada side bag when everyone else wears the coach
- maintains a high average while keeping time on the weekends to relax
- started wearing american apparel before anyone else and then stopping realising that its a trend and extremely poor quality
- has the straight short hair when everyone has the long waves
- is trilingual (engish, french and catonese)
- can dance and is a circus performer
- NEVER calls to make plans. people call me.
- is the only peson you know who is ACTUALLY an actor/model

and hes the guy who doesnt like me.

i'm just. i'm so tired of getting wasted every weekend. it's like. i just want to be with him...i dont know what it is about him. because i usually dont have a problem getting attention. its just. EVERYTIME i always have to approch him. he never approaches me. and its driving me crazy. because even though (and i hate to say this) im a lot more popular than him. im still crazily attracted. and its.... insane. so right now. i dont know what to do. im kind of in a depressive state. because even though a lot of good things have happened to me. it kind of seems like. the only thing that really matters is the worst.

please help.


Tags: love, lost

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