Wish i hadn't

Posted by unluckylunabella on 7/25/2008 9:41:00 AM

i wish i could go back in time to the point when i was 12 years old where i blamed myself for my parent's divorce and began to over-eat. i would pin point the exact day and stop myself from having "seconds". i have spent the past 6 years wishing i could do something about my weight - i am 18 years old and weigh 17 stone - i feel like a happy, slim person trapped inside the body of a 45 year-old who's had 4 children (like my mum).

is surgery the only answer? everything i do doesn't seem to get the weigh off and stay off and i wake up every morning hating myself.

lu

Tags: wish, hadnt, weight, surgery

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