Yep . . . So, So Happy

I finally went to a therapist- it was interesting. It was also several months ago, but I lately have not been awake at four thirty in the morning and given time to ruminate over things in my head . . . hello insomnia, we meet again.

And hello ST, it's been awhile (can it possibly get any hornier atound here?)

Anyways, I went there primarily for dermatillamania, and then she concluded that I most likely have ADHD, OCD, anxiety and depression.

Aren't I the liitle over-achiever?

I agreed with pretty much everything except the depression, and ended up trying to convince her just what a really happy person I currently am. There's nothing like sitting in front of a well put together, perfectly coiffed and educated woman scribbling about how crazy you are in her notepad, while you insist, No, I'm not depressed anymore!

*cue maniacal laughter*

I'M HAPPY, I REALLY AM.

She just shook her head and scribbled some more.

It was an interesting experience. I went to a few sessions, but I felt she was really urging me to go on medication, and I just don't want to do that right now. I couldn't offer a logical reason for my resistance, but, what can I say, add it to the f*****g list.

I'M AN ILLOGICAL, ANXIOUS, DEPRESSED WAIF RIDDLED WITH OCD, ADHD AND PROBABLY SEVERAL OTHER ABBREVIATIONS JUST WAITING TO BE CREATED AND STICKY-NOTED TO MY FOREHEAD SO EVERYBODY KNOWS.

I hope the sticky-notes will be pink.

That is all.
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whatsername
I’m glad u seem to be doing well. I hope your sessions bring u peace
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runningintherain
I didn't really vent here so someone would reply . . . I rarely assume anyone cares what I'm thinking, to be frank. Just felt like typing something, really.

Maybe thought some passerby would find it on the brink of funny, perhaps? My strange sense of humor and yours most likely do not run on parallel lines c:

Hope you're doing well.
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whatsername
Notice how many people have responded to you overtly stating all of this?

Yeah that's pretty much how many people will respond in real life too. Think about it.
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Cynic