I knew he liked me..for 3 years and until yesterday everything was great I was even thinking of telling him I like him back..today I found out he asked out one of his best friends...
I have cut myself since seventh grade.i am seventeen now.i love to feel the blood run down my arm, the feel of the cold metal blade.
is this wrong? it's so precious to me....
My friends have to literally hold me down to keep me from cutting myself, and I let them do it even though I can see in their eyes that it hurts them....
Everything
i mean nothing
i cant bear when he isnt there
my skin is much to THERE
but NOONE seems to
CARE! ! ! ! ...
I had to eat my lunch in the girls bathroom today.
cause people can be pretty cruel.
especially in highschool
:/ ...
All of my best friends cut.
i always wonder there is a link to me....
Even though I claim to have escaped depression and self-loathing's grasp, I think about self-mutilation almost every day....
My mom found out i cut. She didnt do anything about it. I wish she had even tho i pretend i dont...
I just want to die. I'm so anti-suicide, and scared of death. But as of late, I just want to die. I feel really sad and scared. I know these aren't your average teenager hormones....
This entire school year I've been struggling with cutting. My grades were really low, and my parents were pressuring me about them, so i used cutting as a way to escape it all. Now...