I went to the emergency room today its a really long story but I just needed to share this because no one knows.I talked with the doctor there and she told me about seeing another...
I'm so tired of living off hope of eventually being okay.They just put on a new med, and I've been having suicidal thoughts again and that scares the f*ck out of me because last...
It sucks to let your hopes get up high.And then realize you've just been making a fool of yourself....
I had this strange dream that made me realized how much I still cared
I dreamed that you called and my mom picked up and I saw your name on the caller Id and , the butterfly's...
I feel lost in so many ways, I have a really good life full of amazing people.But still I fight my demons, the one that chase me everywhere I go.I just need a direction, to who I am...
I think I'll love him more then he'll ever know. It kills me to see that he will never feel that way..ever :(...
I am numb.
My job has made me numb. I work in ministry and, after many, many years of waiting for my fellow Christians to begin living what we all claim to believe, I have...
...Perhaps that is just how I am, I tend to just keep things to myself. I guess I will just make a list.
- I think about death a lot, but contrary to what you might think, I am...
I'm tired of being used to the feeling of helplessness.
Today is the day everything will change for me.
I am ready to let everything go.
I hope......
hes the only thing that keeps me going but sometimes... even he is not enough.... I keep hoping that one day SOMEday that it will all be allright... Im losing hope everyday....