no... i know it can't go on. i can't go on. can't move on. all that i want i can't have. alone, isolated. you said you'd always be there, always listening, living for me. ...
this started all after i graduated high school in 06.. i just feel like i cant accomplish anything anymore, and that my dreams are only dreams and never can become reality. At some...
I think the only reason I don't kill myself is because it would be a financial burden on my family....
I'm so destroyed in here...i just hate my life n especially my family...my friends just want me for money n my parents they dont even care they just care for my brother n i am...
Hopeless? 38 yr old male,...a bullet in my head would sincerely be invited!
Dread THE DAILY EXISTENCE,... hate my life! Most would envy me on the outside: but,.....
This is just how badly i feel inside and no one really gives me the chance to fully explain and beware i'm not gonna be "churchy" in this at all..my feelings aren't that way so...
47 married 26 years 3 kids 19 17 11 very unhappy with life cant seem to get head clear and im ready to die!...
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