I have built walls around my heart that are so high, I fear no one will ever want to climb them.
I fear being alone forever.
And they will truly never understand that... EVER.
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All I want to do is say "fuck thing good girl act!, Let's fucking party"
I just want a cold beer and a bowl and I will be happy!
But I know I will not be able to do so until I get...
When I look around at my life now is so different then it was just 2 months ago. I wanted so much then, I wanted: the boy, the best friends, to be liked by everyone. But now when I...
I think that you hate me and it scares me, you are my best friend and I don't want to lose you again!
I wish i had the guts to ask you if you do.
but I am afraid you answer will...
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For having so much.
the fact that you could have any guy you want, and you act like you don't notice it.
For looking the way you do, and pulling if off.
For being the one that...
Will i always be in love with a rockstar.
No even that famous?
they just seem like the perfect guys.
normal guys are just lame compared to them.
this sucks!...
I just want this all to go away!
Just let me fine a guy that is in to me!
I hate being on the outside!
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I talk to my self alot.
like i think its an unhealthy amount.
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I will no longer spend hours thinking about you
I will no longer try to look my best when i am around you
I will no longer long for your approval
You are nothing to me again,...