I cant stand to be alive, everyday I breathe I feel is a waste, I cant do anything right, I cant love, I cant be loved, I cant stand to be around people, sometimes I just wish I...
Everything
i mean nothing
i cant bear when he isnt there
my skin is much to THERE
but NOONE seems to
CARE! ! ! ! ...
I wish I could muster up the courage to kill myself
i just cant do it..
and I hate myself because of it...
I'm scared of my problems...
im 15 an di have servere depression, an anxiety disorder, Bulemia, Bipolar and schizophrenia plus more.
I'm scared of myself and how its affecting...
When I was 10, I found you, my father, after you attempted suicide.The image of you on that day, that hot July day, is forever tattoo-ed on my memory and I don't want it there.I...
I know I say ill never do it in a million years , but I cant stand it anymore.I'm tired of pretending to be happy, thats only making it worse.I'm f'd of taking care of other...
I've been depressed for several years, cut myself for almost three years, and been bulimic for almost a year. For a while I experimented with abuse of OTC meds, but I rarely do that...
The real reason I told you I'd leave you if you got a gun was because it would be too big of a temptation.It would be too easy to access when I become depressed and impressionable....
I didn't tell my parents when my best friend comitted suicide because I didn't want them to tell me how comitting suicide is wrong.I wonder if they realize that he his gone....
I dated a guy for just over a year. We were very much in love and were planning a future together. (both in our forties)
He suffered a major depressive episode and started pushing...