it wasnt special and with the person who i want to spend the rest of my life with... i wish my boyfriend now would have been my first, i feel like a slut knowing i lost it to someone i wasnt dating
i was like you... had this whole plan of loosing mine to someone i love.. i ended up loosing it while i was drunk to this guy i was friends with.... thats 6 years older then me.. dont feel bad. we all make mistakes
i used to be one of those people that was always happy... really i was just hiding alot. one day i finally broke. was so depressed for almost a year... but then i met a few really good people.. and im happy again... u will find happiness soon
I went through the same thing. One day I just broke down at school, in front of a teacher. It was the best thing I could ever have done... He started to be kinda like my counsler... If I got through it I'm sure u can to... Just give it some time... Goodluck!!
Sounds like ur going through a hard time with a loved one.. If this has been going on for awhile then I think u should tell them what's going on and how u feel
i am...... the only one of my friends..... all my friends are on birth control and i've never had sex... oh well, im waitin till i find someone i trust and love.