babyhedred
I have a 12 year old daughter who is just like you. At least 3 days out of the school work she comes home crying because of cruel 'skinny' girls making fun of her, drawing 'fat' pictures and leaving them where she can find them. It breaks my heart. It's easy for people to tell you what not to eat, and that you won't be fat forever, but I know , that like my daughter, sometimes food is the only friend you have. My daughter, Caitlynn, is beautiful. She has the most beautiful face but she's trappped inside a body she detests. At school, her weight causes her to sit alone, walk alone, and gym is a nightmare. Her biggest wish is to be popular and be able to walk down the hallway giggling and fooling around with a lot of other girlfriends like the "skinny' girls'. So, I know your pain, I see it every day. If you want an online friend, my daughter is smart, funny and a wonderful artist. Please contact her, she needs a friend and she needs to know that their are girls out there who are feeling exactly like she does. souljagurl518@yahoo.com
Please help me.....the fear, the tears, the black abys swallowing me whole never to be seen again. The secret I hold is like a demon within, eating me from the inside out.
don't worry,kid, you'll be alright. Glad to listen to you vent, cause it's better then keeping it in. I know that sometimes kids wish they didn't have such fucked up parents, I know,I raised 4. Always thinking the grass is greener in the other side, but not knowing that it , too, is filled with dog poo! lol! Give your parents a break!
so what exactly turns you on? Thfe torture and torment of a whole race? Emancipated, sick human beings dying? The whole arryan race thing? Help me to understand what there is to get turned on by, cause I think your a sick, demented, asshole.
I can see how that would happen. I never tell my freinds or family about this site. Some people know my user name.
The trailer park just called. Their trash is missing.
Yes, I really liked this site at first, now it's more like a site for trolls and bored teenagers then people who want to share secrets and fears.
Your in college whining about how you have so little in life. Hmmmm. Seems to me like someone should be counting their blessings, not feeling sorry for themselves.
My daughter at 11 is going through the same exact thing. She's absolutely lovely, great personaltiy, and 98 lbs overweight. She has a love/hate relationship with herself. Every sentence is ' once I lose weight, I'll be...' Then off she goes to sneak eat somewhere. I want to help her so bad, have given her
her tools to lose the weight, but she continues to sabotage her life. When I read your secret, you sounded both insecure and arrogant at the same time.. To think that your 'far prettier then everyone else', is just plain arrogant and self-centered. You need balance in your life. Losing weight takes far more willpower then most people have. Get some counseling.
her tools to lose the weight, but she continues to sabotage her life. When I read your secret, you sounded both insecure and arrogant at the same time.. To think that your 'far prettier then everyone else', is just plain arrogant and self-centered. You need balance in your life. Losing weight takes far more willpower then most people have. Get some counseling.
I can speak to you on this subject. I am a recovering addict and my choice of drugs were opiates. I at one point, I too, didn't think that I could make it through the day without my pills. How GOOD they made me feel! Like I could do anything! I was up to 15 pills a day, spending my paychecks, going to the hospitals for tooth pain,back pain, whatever I could get away with to get my pills. Then after buying them on the street , spending every penny I had, stealing from every one I could, ending up in jail for identity theft, and grand larceny for stealing off of someones credit card to pay my bills, losing my daughter to foster care, I knew I had to get help. I lost my job, my child, respect from my family, self esteem, EVERYTHING for those little white pills. So you need to stop NOW. You are no different then any one else. I thiought that too, that I was unique and deep and no one understands what was going on in my complicated mind. But trust me, your NOT unique. Your on your way to becoming an addict and using the excuse about how Different you are to keep on using and feeling 'normal'. Stop while your life still has some order.
Hey, did we have the same parents? Let's start a club. All the grown children of parents who thrust born-again Christianity down the throats of their children making them feel sick at even the mention of Jesus Christ. Can't we get some kind of survivors benefits?
Not only is it totally disgusting, but it's unsanitary and your setting yourself up for all kinds of nasty infections, there, Stinky.
Poor little crybaby. Shoulda put a cover on it then, jerk.
One thing that I don't understand about gays,is why they feel the need to TELL everyone. I don't go around announcing to the world that I'm straight. Why this big thing about everyone knowing your sexual preferences? Seems to me like you are blowing your own whistle!
Speaking as a recovering addict, I know first hand what adult drug use can do to the users children. I live in a world of guilt. The drug your father is doing is powerful. It consumes his every waking moment, and even though I'm sure he loves his family, it comes even before you. Don't hate your father, or your mother. Instead, pity them, try to get them the help they need, because the two of are so wrapped up in each other and ways to get the drug, they are forgetting about everything else around them. Crack cocaine cares nothing for families, only the need to consume and destroy. Your father is a victim, as well as your mom because she loves your dad. The best thing to do for YOU, is to get some counseling to help you deal with your anger and confusion. Do it for yourelf, honey, and keep trying to get your dad into a rehab.
I, for one, agree with Belle. Why do you hate Obama? We can all guess. I think he is exactly what this country needs. A fresh new face with new ideas. Bush brought this country to it's knees, and maybe obama can show the world again what a great country the US can be.
I have to say that out of all the drugs I've ever tried, acid is by far the greatest. I'ts clean, no after affects, and truly opens your mind to awesome experiences.
I a m a 45 year old woman who lost everything because of Loratabs. I had a good job, car, everything. Then I started using my paychecks after the doc said no more prescriptions to buy them on the street. Then I stole my clients credit card that he entrusted to me to buy him stuff to pay my overdue bills. I got arrested, thrown in jail for grand larceny and identity theft, lost my 11 year old daughter to foster care, lost my job, the respect of my familyand my car. It took me 6 months of out patient rehab, counseling, parent classes, and determination to say enough is enough. Get him help. Pills Kill.
So, I guess every man who decides to beat you can get away with it cuz you love him, right? Remeber what you parents and teachers and guidance counselors have taught you all your life,that bad behavior deserves consequences. Don't be another domestic violence victim, who stays or puts up with undeserved beatings or verbal abuse for the sake of love.
You know what Lullybies? I, too, am tired of fake people and their unwillingness to think of anything but themselves, and giving till it hurts, but never getting back, I'm sick to death of my family always turning their backs on me and looking down their nose in disgust at me. I'm sick of friends proclaiming loyalty only to stab you in the back. But I'll be DAMNED if I lwt the human race take the one thing away from me that I have, and that's my life. I'll be damned if I miss out on the simple pleasures in life like the beauty of flowers, or that one bird that you hear at dusk before any of the others, or the sweet innocent smile of a baby, or the way the sun feels on my face, or the excitement I feel during a raging thunder and lightening storm. All these things I can enjoy without the involvment of people, and just those things alone is better then the total darkness and nothingness of Death. Think about it....