YOU ARE IS WHAT IS UP. ;-; By the way, before we continue, I'm sorry I poofed from other secrets. <3 c: *hug* You're very much a sweetheart. So thank you for your words. And remember that after I harm you bodily. :l
And hello, Kitty. -.- You traitor.
PAUL. JUST THE MAN I WAS LOOKING FOR :l
Aw, Mopy. c: You're such a sweetie! I'm sorry I poofed from my other secret. I had to take a bath and cleanse my mind. c:
And you are silly, ma'am! First off, I'm good, but I can be a rotten apple sometimes. I can get grumpy and when people talk to me I am kind of like ";-; *not registering*" And I can be insecure. And ask lots, I can get a little bitchy when people I love are in pain.
But you are very, very good. I wish you could see yourself like we do! The important people who matter will see you. And you're seen as probably best as most people can be seen on this site. I think too often people notice but sometimes they don't know if they should say anything or if they talk, will they make idiots of themselves trying to be helpful. But for my opinion, I say you are very noticed and very loved.
It's my experience (my rather limited experience since I'm only about 20) that people, like you, who love very hard and truly make the best companions, be they friends or lovers. But it can also hurt them in some ways because there are some people in this world, even if they do not mean to, will see that love and they'll just gravitate to it and cling to it. They sometimes don't realize they're not showing the person giving the love enough in return, even if they feel it. Does this make sense? There will be the greedy people who just want to take, and then the average people who are so not accustomed to seeing and feeling such true love and they'll kind of just...soak it up and forget to show love back.
But then there are the people who know how this feels. To feel invisible. To be skipped over, even though it's not your fault because you're definitely worth seeing. These are the people who know how it feels to love and love and then only to be rejected and ignored, no matter how hard they try. And these are the people that you will build strong friendships with. I've seen some on this site. c: Because you'll be able to share this miraculous love together. Also because they'll know how it feels to sometimes be skipped over and have their love focused on, not their person, they shall remember that and make sure they show all that they feel.
Sometimes it feels lonely. And for obvious reasons. :/ You care and then you don't know if there is anything coming from the one you care about. But I know there are definitely people out there who see you. I mean, seriously. c: If we, a little tiny corner of the internet can remember you and want to be close to you and none of us have met, imagine all those around you who will want Mopy very close. c: I hope this makes some sense. I am pretty sleepy.
My point is that it's definitely okay to be sad. I just hope you wake up in the morning and realize how rare a person you are. Don't lose that, okay? c: I love you a lot.
;-; Well I'm going to say now anyway that I do see you. c: I know I wasn't supposed to, but I'm going with what I feel right now. 'Cause you're not even standing right in front of me and I wanted to read all you had to say. :D And to know you. I may not be a motion detector in the bathroom but I've talked to you some on this site for years and you have left a very big impression. :D I don't know how much that counts for, but that is how I feel.
I wish you could have saved what you wrote so I could read that too. I love seeing you post. It's not cause of the bunny either although I love it. You're just an interesting person who I think is very loving. And I can see I was right.
You can't be so invisible if someone who doesn't even know you can remember you from years past and enjoys your posts, and enjoys your person. c:
As for the trolls, I say it's because of conflict. People like to stir it up and even if they hate what's being said, they love to watch, or they can't stop. Like a train wreck. There have been nights I've posted something that I considered to be very meaningful and I got one comment (usually Martha because she stalks me :c) and then below me is a "I FUCK MAH COUSIN" gets 12. And I am annoyed.
Trolls won't be remembered though. You still are by the members who return and the members you speak to you and see you again after that. c:
And this is how I feel.