Member Since 2011
Killing yourself will not solve anything. You have to think about it like this- school is not going to last forever. Just be yourself and if they don't like you for who you are then they don't deserve to be around you at all. Don't get frustrated over what they say because they enjoy the attention. Who cares if they think they're cool? They're not proving anything to anyone by harming anyone else. They just look like fools. Don't be like them; don't react or hit them back. Just take a breathe and walk away. It's not worth your time or your life. Never let another person define how you should feel. Prove to everyone how strong you can really be!
How long have you two been together? In my personal situation, I have been with my boyfriend for 2.5 years and I know he loves me a lot. Through text he may sometimes just say "love you" but I know it doesn't mean anything less. I used to get bothered by it, but he shows how much he loves me so I'm not worried.
The way I think of it is that they're in there for the same reason too. Might as well get over it. :P Also, if you have bathroom shyness in a regular bathroom, try turning on the sink... it masks the noise.
I understand how you feel. It used to be the same way with me. I used to feel inferior to my cousin... all of the guys preferred her. I didn't understand because I thought I was pretty enough. It would even happen with friends. I just stopped worrying about it and it eventually worked itself out. I ended up with a really nice boy that I'm so in love with. Let love find you.
Find some nice ab work outs or something. Make it firm.