you're not alone. I have had anorexia for almost 6 years.. im on recovery but it's a battle I can't seem to win; an everyday struggle with yourself.....that's the only way i can describe it. best wishes to you!
I know how you feel. when I told my mom i have anorexia nervosa she was like "but i see you perfectly fine, you have always been this thin" ITS NOT ABOUT WEIGHT!! its what's on the inside...
you have to change your mind. think higher of yourself. you CAN do it. I used to have the same problem, i still have scars. but i haven't cut myself since June.. take care. love yourself.
"I kno I'm harming my body but at the same time I wanna destroy myself....i think I'm going crazy or something its scary just thinking about it I can stop I just choose not to "