mylo

@mylo

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United States
Member Since 2009

my name is emiliano lopez, i'm 17 years old. been powerlifting for about 2 years now. ex-drug user, although i still self medicate rarely, legally i am a benzodiazepine addict. i like helping people out. ever feel the need to message me just email me at: emiliano9lopez6@gmail.com
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Benzo Withdrawal Log Pt 2

day 3. withdrawal symptoms wax and wane. anxiety here and there, sweaty and high blood pressure from time to time. no hunger whatsoever and having muscle pains throughout my body....
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The Perks Of Being Mexican

ah i'm craving some mexican styled corn with butter and hot sauce *drools* so what are you all craving? *crickets chirping* oh i guess no ones home. ._....
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Kicking The Prescription Benzo Habit Log Pt 1

day 1. decided to get off as they no longer work AT ALL for my anxiety and i'm starting to suffer from mild cognitive impairment. using memantine to "reset" my gabaergic system....
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No Mo' Blow

had a scary episode with coke tuesday. ODed in school, had the GREATEST high of my life (speed, morphine, oxy, non compared), my face, throat, nose, and arms went numb and i sat there...
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Woke Up From My Opioid Inebriation

feel pleasant, mind is back on track. really want to work out, but i have to wait until tomorrow. destiny. i want to die for something....
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Kicking The Prescription Benzo Habit Log Pt 1

i'm doing it without notifying my doctor as he's kept me on it for months and you're not supposed to do that with ANY benzo.

i'm going cold turkey with memantine to reverse my receptor's gaba sensitivity and prevent any seizures/anxiety attacks that come with withdrawal.

Kicking The Prescription Benzo Habit Log Pt 1

ethyl loflazepate it has up to 105 hours of halflife so it's not as addicting as say xanax, but it's a potent benzo nonetheless, and a shadowy one as well seeing as i can't find much on the net.

No Mo' Blow

it's quite pleasurable as with the other effects of cocaine, as it kills pain obviously. it's after all a numbing agent, kid.

sodium channel blocker to be more specific.

I Don't Even Know What Happened To Everyone Here

been here for over 4 years, still here lol

Broken Hearted As F**k

i'm in the middle of a manic crisis here.

i have been all day.

people may judge me or call me insane for taking the amount of drugs i take, but i consider it one of the sanest things i do.
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