NightWorldGirl

at least your talking about it. even if its online to random people.
and you where writing this instead of cutting.
stay strong :)

hmm true :)

hmm.. ima freshman in highschool too.
But im not sure how i can help... maybe just take things slow.. like find a goal you want then just keep going from there. if that makes any sincee :)

same here. i was adopted when i was 3 years old. and im short and brunette. While my sis is Super tall and blonde. its obvious..
And when people find out i was there is A TON of questions. it gets embarrasing.
i dont want them to find out about my jacked up first years..
i get what you mean.

i know what you mean.

you should deffinately tell your friend (meaning your verry best friend you would die for)...
and just talk. tell her/him about it.
they should understand.
it may help..

:)

um hi.
im a 15 year old girl..
i just wanted to say that i was adopted. My "real" mom made bad decisions and still is. She is a drug addict and gone to jail numerous times. I still havent seen her since i was 4 almost 5. I cant remember much of anything about her. But almost everynight i wish i could talk to her. i wish i could at least see her. I know everyone tells me she is bad and all. but i dont care. cause i know she still is a good person.
And im really glad you have your daughter back. I would do anything to have my mom back. So please be there for your her. i know i sound kind of silly but when i read: "No one loves me any more, I think. I am a 2 year cancer survivor and now I'm starting to wish that I never survived"
i wanted to comment you. So take this from a daughters point of view: your her mom. and if you cant prove to everyone else that your a good person.. its okay. Just keep on living. and keep your head up high :)

much love.
Sterling anne

woahh.
i think you could make it work.
i dont think your mom would mind..??
well its all bout lovee :)