saetia
imperfect, that's it
i would never strive to be popular, ever. after graduating high school, the first thing i did was delete everyone from my school off facebook. i never want to associate with such small minded, false and transparent people again.
popularity is a joke, everyone follows one and another because none can think for themselves.
break out of the cycle, discover new outlets and yourself.
popularity is a joke, everyone follows one and another because none can think for themselves.
break out of the cycle, discover new outlets and yourself.
i'm in the exact same position, except i saved my pennies and went and saw him - he didn't feel the same...
neither exist, so this question can't be answered
life.love.regret (haha i'm such a cliche)
but seriously, experience the world
but seriously, experience the world
religion is a safety net for the weak and those whom are misguided by those around them. at the end of the day, religion is nothing but lies and deceit that those whom can't control their own actions due to peer pressure find comfort in. its a convenient means of justifying their actions. money making ventures and brainwashing is apparent worldwide through religion based groups and organizations.
find strength within yourself, not in mythological stories that have no scientific grounds.
find strength within yourself, not in mythological stories that have no scientific grounds.
you're an awful human being.
probably about 5'6, porcelain skin, big blue eyes, brown long-ish hair, average weight with a pot belly, flat as a board (a cup).
meh.
meh.
i was up until a month ago. slept with a guy i barely know, and i have no intention of dating him either. but i'm completely fine with it, even went back there again.
it's not as much of a big deal as i thought it would have been.
it's not as much of a big deal as i thought it would have been.
sleep a lot.
you can't feel anything when you are asleep.
do not waste the life you have all because of some heartless guy.
you can't feel anything when you are asleep.
do not waste the life you have all because of some heartless guy.
favorite band
'bury your flame', 'future wars' & 'one' by la dispute.
'some nature catch no plauges' by saetia.
'day old hate' by city and colour.
top five in random order.
'some nature catch no plauges' by saetia.
'day old hate' by city and colour.
top five in random order.
judging by the way you've conducted yourself in this, i'm assuming that said 'goths' dislike you too. deal with it kid.
go back to school and learn how to spell you sexist pig.
i'm mentally scarred by the things that others have experienced. my life is fine and i shouldn't be like this, but i am. my mother is a rape victim so i'm constantly scared of everything, my dad cheated on my mother for 10 years, so my trust issues are horrible etc etc.
nothing has happened to me, but my perception of reality is totally warped.
been sitting here ofr 10 or so minutes, i have no idea what is good about me.
nothing has happened to me, but my perception of reality is totally warped.
been sitting here ofr 10 or so minutes, i have no idea what is good about me.
i genuinely hate everything about myself. I'M TOTALLY FISHING FOR ATTENTION.
always, but i have a strong stance against suicide. so i replace the feeling with sleeping - alot.
i know what you mean by empty...
as negative as this sounds, hold on to the numbness.
it's so much easier to live life numb than to be hurting.
as negative as this sounds, hold on to the numbness.
it's so much easier to live life numb than to be hurting.
honestly, write him a letter about how you miss being friends. i know how hard it is without their support...
i was like this and then broke after a motivational speaker gave a talk about depression at my school.
i cried in the art rooms under a table for a few hours.
now i cry almost every day and i hate it.
it's a catch 22.
stay strong and chin up.
i cried in the art rooms under a table for a few hours.
now i cry almost every day and i hate it.
it's a catch 22.
stay strong and chin up.