.. i'll keep running
He was older, i'm a minor to people's eyes, and we just had a connection. Yes we were sexually involved and we both wanted it. Cops are involved now though..
I guess it is all secrets here, I'm actually 14, and before i tell you his age, i have to admit that i am very mature for my age, and i grew up really fast. He is actually turning 19, and maybe it was all for sex, or maybe he did actually have feelings for me. But he did make me happy at one point. And happiness is all i'm looking for lately.
i did that, this guy cheated on me, and ive been hooking up since, i'll be honest in the last two months ive hooked up with more people that i can count, and really .. i still think about him. I thought hooking up would help me get over him, and it has, but it hasnt taken the pain away .. maybe made more to be honest.
finally, someone who gets it .. i just ate a whole bowl of maccaroni and i feel so sick, i'm trying to hold it down but i cant. Thank you Beautyfromashes. You stay safe too, if you need to talk ever i'm here <3