It's an Asian lol.
Hi. Oh shit I am still alive :O
Sometimes, it's so much better to be alone in our own thoughts than to be around other humans. Especially young ones/teenagers. But that's just me. Might not be what's right for you.
Oh well. Teenage stuff. I know how you feel but it's not the end of the world. Trust me. Soon enough, you should find friends that truly get you. But you must do a lot of effort. Or else, you will be friendless and depressed all the time. But you might be very unlucky and find no one. But that's unlikely since you don't sound like you are strange and very different from the others.
Good luck! 6 more years and your teenage life will be over! (being positive as always)
"I also can't wait till they die for me to be able to start dating."
Holy mother of God .__. Just wait until you leave the house, at least. Or hide it from them.
"call them lez if they diss you or your friend again"
Excuse but what is the actual fuck?
Anyway. Girl, I know the feeling. But seriously don't listen to them. You know, being an outsider can be a good thing. Because it means you are special and not like everyone around you. Which is great!
I shouldn't be talking since I am pretty used myself, but just don't let them do it. Learn how to say "no". Do you want that friendship with them? Why exactly is there a friendship anyway? Talk to the person you usually talk with. I don't know why they laugh about him but it shouldn't matter to you. Once they see you are not affected by their comments/reactions, they should back off and stop acting bitchy with you.
I am not good at giving advices but only you can make it stop :)
It is kind of too late now, I guess. I can't contact her at all and she said that she would not change the options, no matter what. I just messed up my last year of High School. -.-
I am a fucking dumbass.